ytrd suppose to be a happy day for me. cos after presentation ii'll be free ! but it din turn out de way it ish.
ii was revisin thru my access den ii saw yanxian kor online. ii went to talk to him. and he said 'yaxian pass away last sun' ii thot he was kiddin.ii thot something happen tat make him so emo. ii was wrong again. de 1 talkin to me online was veronica dasao. kor met with an accident and passed away on 25th may 2008.
it came as a shock.ii couldnt bring myself to believe it. ii heard nth frm morier kor thy all. ii ring him upp. and he told me tat ish true.
ii brokE out cryin when ii'm in de bus headin to sch. he's gone..\ he promised me tat we'll meet upp soon but tat day wont come. he's gone..GONE ! why didnt ii talk to him de past few days when ii see him online./
ii'm nt as close to him as TOR was. imagine ii'm cryin so badly. TOR and dasao will be even worst. ii guess thy are greatly affected.
ii know kor for 5yrs. he was really a niices and understandin guy. man of wisdom words ! a very good fren, gd brother and even a gd boyfriend. ii still rmber he gave me a big piglet on my bdax when just know each other not long ago. he was de 1 who intro me to my ex. whenever ii hv problems with my ex he'll be there to help me. tat time we spoke on de phone for hrs when ii quarrel with my ex he and khai kor a/c me ton when ii'm sad.even thou thy were tired thy still a/c me. thou we hv drifted after sometimes. we still will txt me other and drop testi here and then.
ii guess ii hv take it for granted tat he'll always be ther. always thot we will still hv chance to meet upp. always thot tat he'll always be online and we can always chat there. de last time ii saw him was like last yr? casually bumpin into eac other at yishun inter. who knew tat will be de last goodbye.. who knew 'takkaire' will be de last word he said to me. who knew he'll be gone..
yanxian kor ii'll pray for you ! Take a part of our memories with you rest in peace. ii gonna miss you.
* ii wont grieve anymore. ii know you wont want to see us like this.LOVES~!