Not much ppl know we broke off. ii dun really want to mention to anyone yet. ii cant tell my family. ther's 1 ting bad when ur family know ur guy too well. it hard to break de news to them. ii had experience once de second times ish comin. actually ii hv a mixed feelings. ii asked myself why ii didnt dare to tel my family? de only possible ans was - ii still think we'll patch again ! once ii tel my family.. ii wont patch with him anymore.. but ish tt really de reason ? ii was cryin quite badly ytrd but ii gt hold of myself. ii tell myself ii hv make a right decision. ii actually feel more relieve. but ii start to hv doubts de nxt moment he txt me. ii wanted to tel my Jie abt de breakupp tis morning but ii didnt. cos he txt me again. he agree tat being fren is easier for us. we can communicate better. ii feel a little hurt. but coming to realise it's true. ii din expect him to turn upp for clubbin today. but he say he'll come. feel kind of awakard actually. ii cant be tellin him HEII PLS DUN COME. sound dumb right. ii told yang weii we broke off when she called me just now. she was sayin. 'ARE YOU SERIOUS? AIYA AWHILE MORE YOU 2 WILL OKAY AGAIN DE LA.' hahas my fren ard me all know how often we bicker & wanna break. but tis time round thy dunno wat really happen. Things begin to change.. we drifted. fallin apart. (we're like 2 ppl standin apart on separate mountain peaks ; nt realisin de chasm tt separated us) we becoame more and more like strange3r. but he dun realise. hahas.ii guess ii hv said too much. shall stop here.
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