ii always hv de tendency to play with de ring on my fourth finger.
suddenly ii cant gt use to de fact tat de ring ish no longer ther.
it felt so empty..

finally.
ii told my family abt de breaakupp.
thy din believe me when ii told them.
thy thot ii was merely kiddin
hahas.
ii wonder does my mum believe it by now.

hmmm.he was de 2nd bf of mine to met my family
and quite close with them.
ii know we'll last tat's y ii intro him to my family.
BUT who know it din lasted as long as ii thot it will be.

ii broke off with de prev guy when we're 1yr 2mths?
ii broke off with willis ard this time also.
ii should say ytrd was our 1yr 3 mth anniversay (if we're still 2gte)


ii wonder if ii hv becme stronger or ii hv been to busy to cried over this breakupp.
someone told me this ; HOW LONG YOU CRIED OVER THIS BREAKUPP IMPLIED HOW 'DEEP' UR R/S ONCE WAS & HOW MUCH U LOVE TAT PERSON.
hahs.so do ii nt love willis?
is our r/s nt 'deep' enough?
ii really wonder.